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Hello again...

While it's been quite some time......I hope anyone stumbling upon this post has been and remains well.

The reason I'm writing is that I have not been well. Maybe seeing it in print will prove therapeutic. Oh, my health is unchanged, but I honestly have descended to the depths of near despair. A sadness as thick as the fog in this picture has wrapped itself around my heart and no sunlight has been able to dispel the gloom.

I can't remember a time when I felt so little hope that things can change. I know, another "poor me" post, some may rightly think "maybe I'll go find some porn". I seriously wouldn't blame you! I guess this post is an act of confession to myself and anyone else who might pause long enough to say a prayer for a stranger.

Nothing short of re-inventing myself and my life seems adequate to the task of finding some semblance of hope once again. I've tried so many times, I'm not sure I have the strength or resolve to make another effort. Years and years of bad habits and self imposed solitude have left their mark.

So that's it for now......just this snapshot of my interior castle in ruins. I don't know if there'll be another post, but be sure that my wish for your happiness is sincere. I guess I do have some "thing" left.